I am independent, but vulnerable. I am destructive, but will protect. I am smart, but inferior. I am confident, but insecure. I am strong, but triggered. I am resilient, but weak. I am loved, but undeserving. I am capable, but a failure. I am intense, but crave calm. I am calm, but thrive under pressure. I […]
“I used to recognize myself. It’s funny how reflections change.” – James Bay
I like his song, Let it Go, but never really, truly, listened to the lyrics. Today I listened and this just stood out.
My head is trying to protect me for some reason. Maybe it’s jealous. Yes, that has to be it.
I saw this today on my Facebook feed and its timing is impeccable. Just yesterday, and many before, I have been accused of not opening up fully. Not really truly opening up and letting myself be vulnerable, weak, alive. Taking that risk of getting hurt and ultimately trusting the person on the receiving end. […]
It described what was completely missing from my personality. But damn if it didn’t also explain what made up my personality.
It’s not awesome, but it’s not horrible either. Nobody truly likes to close a chapter and be done.